Dreams;

Awesome God.

2009-12-24T13:35:00.003+08:00

Today is what I would think most Form 3's call their "doomsday" or whatsoever.

Honestly speaking, when everyone was collecting their PMR result slips, I was just standing there, still terrified and not really wanting to know how I did. But to my surprise, I scored straight A's; I was screaming and hugging Aly and just overflowing with tears and joy.

I really REALLY thank God for my results, I was definitely not expecting 7A's. He's been my guide throughout my journey, and will continue to be so. I am extremely thankful and grateful to Him for granting me wisdom and strength and everything else that I needed to overcome this obstacle of mine. All praise and glory be to God! :D

Congratulations to everyone; I'll see you all next year! :)

Have a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year! :D

.......

On the other hand, this will most likely be my last blog post. I no longer feel a need/want to blog anymore. :) Feel free to visit any of the links on the left.

-with wisdom, power & love, our God is an awesome God.

Killing Me Softly;

2009-11-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

I've been away from this blog or far too long.. Can I say that I've lost my skills of blogging? ;)

I don't know what to blog about these days, it's just so bloody boringgg. Someone take me out, please lol. Pow's BBQ party last Saturday was the bomb; pictures are up on Facebook! :)

Until I have a proper topic to blog about, that's all, hehh.

- you have absolutely no idea.

Bittersweet.

2009-09-22T16:15:00.008+08:00

For the first time yesterday,

I watched Gossip Girl.

At Mae's, with Jen. Now I know why she can't study, lol. ;D

I only had a taste of one episode, but it was definitely enough to get me hooked. Though I still don't find Ed Westwick attractive, in the least bit. Chace all the way :D! Ed looks like another Robert Pattinson to me, no offense. :P

So right now, I CANNOT WAIT till PMR is over. Then I can finish watching my Heroes(which is really long overdue), watch Gossip Girl, and Glee as well. :D! Anyone wanna recommend anymore TV shows? ;)

Oooh, Ellis' open house yesterday was great, haha. I went back with cat fur all over my pants. x) I didn't take much, but the pictures'll be up on Facebook..in about 3 weeks' time!

That's about it, I'm gonna dig into Form 2 History after this post.

Oh! Is it just me or does Justin Bieber look like a long lost younger brother of Jesse McCartney?

- come live in me, all my life take over.

In Between.

2009-05-11T14:27:00.015+08:00

Consume me from the inside out ;

: People just don't like receiving gifts these days, do they?
: The boys were being retards in class, as usual.
: Get well, Al. Haha, *sniff*
: Sorry about the little misunderstanding today, May.
: Audition's tomorrow.
: I've been having this want to do song covers, lately.
: I want to get Fireflight's album, Unbreakable.
: And I wanna watch Glee! I hope they show it here in Malaysia.

(Hahaha, Kevin's so cute la. He acts as the crippled nerd, Artie.)

: I need to find a new will to study. :/
: No more blogging until after exams.
: Sorryyy, I'll give a proper update after exams, okay? :)
: Mae, those pictures too; after exams, alright? :D
: Oh, and Ameer still owes me RM 5. -_-

...

The Outside Lie; The Inside Cry

A tear, a sob, a cry, a scream;
Outside, I'm just the way I'm supposed to seem.
My every laughter, and every smile;
Inside, the joy lasts but for a while.

My face I plaster, a mask I wear;
Outside, I don't think the world even cares.
The different pains, and personal sorrows;
Inside, I wonder if I'll make it through tomorrow.

Dear Lord, how long more do I've to wait?
Outside, I try not to anticipate.
My God, how much more have I to take?
Inside, my heart has a deep certain ache.

Challenge after challenge I am put to face;
Sometimes I wish I wasn't in this place.
The tests He gives me, aren't ones I choose;
Truth be told, I have no position to refuse.

Time after time, He reminds me though,
These trials make me stronger, as I should know.
He works in ways one does not see,
And I think any other Christian would agree.

So despite all this, I'm proud to say,
My God is awesome, in every way.
He gave me friends, to help me through.
I'll be okay, as His Word says too.

© Copyright 2009 Josephine Lim

³⁰ Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

³¹ but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

(Isaiah 40:30-31, NIV)

²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." (Matthew 11:28-30, NIV)

-oh, take hold of my heart.

Valentine's Day.

2009-02-14T21:32:00.014+08:00

Aaahh, Valentine's Day. :) The day to celebrate love, and friendship. The day to recieve gifts/cards from friendss. The day to have pink and red fill your every sight.

The day where miracles happen for quite a few, eh? ;D

Lol well, Valentine's Day for me this year seemed just as ordinary as any other day. Apart from the gifts laa. For many of us, 'twas a schooling day. :/ It wasn't all bad, I mean, we gotta see friends, and share the looooove. :)

....

As promised, I shall blog about my "trip" to Istana Budaya to watch the musical of Puteri Gunung Ledang.

Istana Budaya was..big. And quite modern looking too. Haha, I expected it to look a bit more kampung-ish or something. Budaya mahh. :P

Our Malaysian "culture" sure was kept, alright. We had to wait outside the theatre hall even after 8PM, which was supposed to be the time when the musical starts. But when it did start, it was awesome! :D

Although the actor for Hang Tuah had a bit of a lisping problem(his "S" sounds like Ameer's "S" xD), the overall was more than satisfying. Tiara Jacquelina did a very good job, I'd say. :) I liked their props a lot; oh, how their arched walls could turn into a mountain;; and the movements of the ship as well as the ship itself looked very much real to me. And some of the songs were even stuck in my head after the musical! x)

In short, I enjoyed myself a lot; and I personally think its a wonderful musical, for something local. :D! Before I end, I just wanna say that

& have a Happy Valentine's Day! :)

- a black wind took you away, from sight.

Patience.

2009-01-25T23:20:00.007+08:00

I know, I know. It's been dead for way too long. My apologies. :P

My past week has been a roller-coaster ride. Ahaha, who knew one week could seem so long? When I had lost all hope in God, He sent me angels to keep me strong. Those "angels" came in the form of some of my closest buds; one just felt the urge of sharing meaningful scripture verses, and the other, had to lecture me back to sanity. Haha, thanks hunn. :)

So many things have happened in this week. It's been very stressful, and tiring, for me. It was so long, and yet so short. Lol, I mean it. The week just, slowly sped up as it neared the weekend, I guess. And when the weekend finally arrived, I sighed in satisfactory. Let's just hope this one week of holiday doesn't give me any migrains?

I went out for a reunion dinner with my family last night. The food was goood, but too much for me. Lol, I barely enjoyed dessert, because I was practically stuffing myself. Hehh,

alyyy; says:
dougie ..

Whatchu lookin' at, punk?

HEEHEEHEE. xD

I promise to update again. :) Once I have a proper topic, that is. In the mean time, I'm sure a lotta people are back in their hometowns, and getting their beauty sleep for the 1st day of Chinese New Year tomorrow. :D

Soo, let's embrace the Year of the Ox with open arms! (Greedy people can start 'embracing' the angpaus.) Have a Joyous & Happy Chinese New Year, and may God bless each and everyone in your household! ;)

- 보고 싶다.

So Close.

2008-12-31T19:25:00.003+08:00

In a blink of an eye, the year 2008 draws toward an end. A multitude of things have happened in this short year. I gained friendships, closer relationships with my family, friends and God, and I also gained weight. xD Haha! Well, as people often say, you win some, you lose some. In this year, I didn't lose much, but the things that I lost, meant much to me. I lost my good pair of scissors~~, as well as a dear friend~~. ;(

This year, will truly be..unforgettable. My first Calvary Youth Camp (which I promise, I'll post about it soon. :D), first year in church service, first Merdeka countdown out with friends, first enjoyable (more or less) secondary school year.

2 Kempas was really amazing, thanks to my fellow classmates who rocked it! Lol, apart from my class laa. My whole form 2 year shall be something I remember. Forever, ;D. Thanks to the aweshumm Aly, the krazieee May, the unpredictablyrandom Pow, who share my daily jokes, laughs and giggles. :) Everyone else who I have not mentioned is equally fantastic; thank you for putting up with me? xP And I apologize for being such a pain. Heehee.

-

Goodbye 2008, hello 2009.

-

2009, the year I dread. In about 10 months or so, we sit for that dreadful examination. :/I might not know what will happen in the days to come, but I'm sure that God will constantly be by my side to guide me and strengthen me. Amen! :D

So, 3 Cengal anyone? ;)

- so close, so close and still so far.

Do Ya.

2008-11-30T15:40:00.012+08:00

because Dougie Lee Poynter turns 21 today. :)

Yes, it's a big hoo-hah for me. :D I wanted to post up some birthday videos along with this post, but I found none that were rated G. ;P So I'll just post a video that I found, with clips and pictures of Dougie, and another video of Dougie's cute giggle. x)

Very, very cute. ;) To me, at least. Lol. Do watch, it's only 20 seconds. :D

Ahhh well, no poem this time. :/ This was sorta an impromtu post. Haha, I lost track of the date. xP But anyways, Happy Happy Happy 21st Birthday to Mr. Douglas Lee Poynter! :D :D :D

Dougieeee, hope you'll enjoy your 21st birthday. Don't drink to much, a'ite? ;D

- don't wake me up, baby i'm in love.

Thank You.

2008-11-27T20:25:00.009+08:00

I'm sooooooooooooooooooo glad to be back. :)

Yes, I was gone. Lol. For..2 1/2 days? Mmm, I went to Sepang for a missions trip. This was organised by the Missionettes. Missionettes are girls aged 3-18 and boys aged 3-5 that meet up every Sunday evening (except the last Sunday of every month), to introduce them to Jesus Christ and train them to follow Him.

So the Missionettes planned this missions trip for the older Missionettes (from 11 years old onwards) to preach God's word to the kids in an outreach church there in Sepang. We organised a VBS (Vacation Bible School) for those children (aged 5-13) for 3 days. And because they were mostly chinese-educated (only a few who didn't understand Chinese), we had to tell them Bible stories in 2 languages: English and Chinese.

And lemme tell you this, these kids are NOT easy to handle. Nuh-uh. Not easy. At all. They make a lot of noise, don't listen to you, talk back, create quarrels, cry... Yeah, you get my point. But gradually, spending time with them these few days, you understand each of them more, are able to identify those who cause you trouble, know which one to talk to and which one to keep away from. Hahaha.. I was kidding on that last bit. ;P

Other than that, we stayed in a pretty nice place, Calvaryland. Owned by the church I grew up in, Calvary Church, it's purpose was to bring in and shelter the old folks, the handicapped, the unwed mothers and the orphans, I think. We all stayed in the childrens block. There wasn't any warm water in that block, so for that two and a half days, we all learnt to bear with the cold. It wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be, actually. It just takes you a little while to get used to that temperature.

Besides that, we also learnt to tahan sleeping on the floor. Painful you knoww. Our sleeping bags aren't exactly cushion-y. Lol. But it's okay, we survived. Hahaa. Oh yeahh, they rared animals at Calvaryland as well. There were chickens, roosters, ducks, geeses and turkeys. You heard me right, turkeys. Two of them. I wonder if they were keeping it for thanksgiving..? o__O

Ahaha, I have no pictures at the moment to show you what's been the cause of my headaches (backaches, body aches and everything else) lately. When I get pictures, I'll post'em up. For now..since it's Thanksgiving today, I shall continue this post about being thankful and all.

I've noticed that most humans are usually:

Selfish

"Myy preciousssss."

Greedy

"Please sir, may I have some more?"

Hahaha, okay. Maybe that wasn't the best picture to put. Oliver Twist wasn't greedy, he just wasn't fed enough. All the orphans there weren't.

But back to my point, if you really think it through. All (Most) of us are really either selfish or greedy, maybe even both.

Selfish.

In our everyday life, we only do things that we ourselves benefit from. Okay fine, occasionally, maybe our friends/family benefit too. But still, MOST of the time, everything we do is for ourself.

Greedy.

I find that humans are really greedy creatures. Haha yeah, I mean myself as well. We're never contented about what we have. Even if we are, it usually doesn't last long till we find something else that we desire. And even if we have something, for example, love or attention from someone we love (this happens especially to little children and their parents). They want attention from their parents like..24/7. I've been with kids a lot lately, I can tell. Haha. Like times when the parent is trying to talk to his/her friend, or the kid's teacher or something, and the child saw/did something they found really interesting.

"MOMMY MOMMY! MOMMY MOMMY!"
*Mom talking with her friend*
"MOMMYYYYY!!!"
*Kid starts pulling the mom's hands/clothes*

Yeah, those are times when they don't get their parents' attention, and then get unhappy. Same with us teens, if we just change the situation slightly. I'm sure you all get what I mean. ;)

I admit, I am both of the above mentioned. Selfish and greedy. Sometimes I'm selfish, asking/telling my friends things that only concern me. I'm sure I bore them to death with my grandmother stories. xD And at other times, I'm greedy, asking for a ruler when given an inch. Again, I'll bet I've annoyed my closest friends very much, when I do this.

And guys, if you're reading this and you understand what I'm trying to say, and that it IS true. I'm really really really very sorry. Lol, I know I've been a pain in the neck.

Also, since it's Thanksgiving, I'd like to take this opportunity to thank God, my family and my friends

- for bearing with my terrible attitude. x)
- for doing your best to cheer me up when I was looking my worst.
- for helping me from my slightest to biggest problems.
- for sharing my joy and pain.
- for being there at all times.
- for all the memories that we've had.
- for everything.

Now, here's a challenge. Try making it a habit, instead of just on Thanksgiving Day. Start treating people a little nicer, do a little bit more for others, and smile a whole lot to everyone. I do believe it will lift up one's spirits, lighten their burden, or make their day a whole lot better. Just by your little favour. :)

BE A MAN. DO THE RIGHT THING.

- coz' i've got you to make me feel stronger.

I Like To Move It.

2008-11-19T23:40:00.008+08:00

I went to OU today. And guess what? I MOVED IT MOVED IT. :D

I can finally say that I've watched something in the cinema lately. Lol. Overall, the storyline's just so-so, nothing special; but I have to admit, it was pretty darn hilarious. x) Yeahh, I met Pow, CS and Eddie outside GSC, and it turns out they were watching the same movie too! So yeah, we watched it together, but rows away, ahaha.

Anyways, since I'm blogging, I might as well just tell you guys. The new McFLY single's video is out! :D! Its called Do Ya, and I find this track really catchy. Ever since I've heard it, which was about a few days ago, it's been stuck in my head. Hahaha.

The video, however, I do not find quite as satisfying. I like that they did like a whole Christmas-y atmosphere, but it doesn't really suit the song. Not quite. Well, the Christmas mood fades once the zombies step into the video. (Don't ask me why, McFLY's just as weird as me :P) It makes the whole fake-happy feeling subside. :D But the Christmas-y feeling comes back at the ending, when the McFLY van flies across the moon and all. Haha? The only part that I truly enjoyed in this video, was when Dougie said "Hello," Ahhh, gorgeous. ;) Lol, poor Harry, no one opened him. Don't get me? Watch the vid.

---

Funny I should mention Doug. I had a dream about him last night. And I'm pretty sure it was a good one. Coz' I remember being very very happy. But I think my dad woke me up early in the morning, and poofed. ;( I did go back to sleep after that, but I never had that dream again. And now, I can't remember what it's about, only that it made me absolutely joyous. :/

Gahh, it's so frustrating. Is this what it feels like to have lost your memories? Like..you know it's something really important, but no matter how hard you try to recall, you can't find it anywhere in your mind?

- i'm making a list of things that i miss, whenever we're far apart.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love.

2008-11-17T16:40:00.006+08:00

Things that happened in the past 24 hours:

1. Due to a problem the Friendster Team were facing, many people lost most of their friends in their friend list. I was one of them who was effected. Thankfully, when I checked again today, all my friends were restored. :)

2. Aly flew (on a plane, not by Jeremy, LOL) to UK at 2 AM today. ); (COME BACK SOON, WE MISS YOU ALREADY)

3. May flew (also on a plane) to Thailand at 7 AM earlier today. D; (YOU TOO, COME BACK SOON, AND DON'T BRING A THAI BOYFRIEND BACK) Haha, I'm serious.

4. Pow and I stayed up till 3 AM online to call May and wish her a good trip; we did the same with Aly, just not at 3 AM.

5. Pow suffered lack of sleep, and I'll bet he's snoozing nicely right now; I slept till 1 PM today. :) How nice. Hahaa..

Things to happen in the remaining days of November:

1. Twilight's gonna be out in less than 4 days! (in the US) For us Malaysians, it'll be less than 10 days! :D Still better than nothing.

2. Douglas Lee Poynter is turning 21 on the 30th of November! :DDDDDD

3. I'm not gonna be around from the 25th - 27th of November. So, I won't update on those days. :)

4. Anyone's birthday soon to come in this month?

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Today, I shall not blog about sports anymore. Lol, I don't want my cbox spammed of sports stars. xD

My topic today is something I'm sure all of us can relate to,

LOVE ♥.

Why do I say its something all of us can relate to? Because:-

(a) All of us are loved. By our family, friends and especially God. :)

(b) Many of us misuse this word practically everyday. "I LOVE THAT SONG/BAND/MOVIE/BAG/DRESS..." You get my point.

Does anyone know what love actually means? Coz' honestly, I don't really know. All I think that love means is..being affectionate to someone/something? I tried checking it up on Wikipedia, but their definition and all was really long, and not really what I think I was looking for.

I thought of Nat King Cole's L-O-V-E. (No, not Ashlee Simpson's one that goes "L-O, L-O, L-O-V-E") I'm sure you're all familiar with that song. :) Then I thought of the lyrics, and how it could possibly mean love..

L,

is for the way you look at me.

O,

is for the only one I see.

V, is very, very

extraordinary.

E,

is even more than anyone that you adore.

Nope, I don't really see what love means through these lyrics. LOL.

In the end, I turned to the Bible and looked for the characteristics of love. :)

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."

( 1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8, NIV)

Did that help? I think it did for me. :)

*TO Aly & May, come back soon. Then we can all watch Twilight, okay? :D!

- that's when i love you, endlessly.

Things I Don't Understand.

2008-11-13T11:49:00.015+08:00

One fine Thursday morning, Josephine was bored and without a topic to blog about. So she decided to ask her friend,

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
dangggg.
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
any suggestions on what i should blog about? :D
dang says:
me :D
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
oh pft.
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
lol
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
anything else?
dang says:
school
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
err..okay.
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
anything else?
dang says:
lol
dang says:
ermmm
dang says:
foootball
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
good idea.

I STILL don't understand how boys are so obsessed with this sport. I mean, its just a sport. *This is my personal opinion, please don't bash me up* For girls, I think I can understand la. Haha, I can already picture Mel Leong and Pearl-Lyn debating over Steven Gerrard and Cristiano Ronaldo. I shall not say anything about Gerrard or Ronaldo as I fear being yelled and screamed at by the high-pitched Pearl (or Mel). Lol.

Back to my main topic, what do boys find interesting in football?

*bittersweet says:
the game its self.
*bittersweet says:
idk.. suspense.
*bittersweet says:
the players. (lol, i think this applies more to girls)
*bittersweet says:
the skills.

Eric says:
i just feel happy playing football.and erm its vry interesting too.
Eric says:
and its just like part of my career or something?
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
haha, not because of cheerleaders or anything?
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
x)
Eric says:
btw yeahh haha cheerleaders they are like kinda giving you confident yeapp.

lijee says:
LOL
lijee says:
fun?
lijee says:
errr
lijee says:
i like chasing the ball?

Mae, this one's specially answered for you. :)

.Wayyy` says:
err it's fun?
.Wayyy` says:
shit am i being interviewed?!
.Wayyy` says:
:D
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
haha, yes. would you like to tell mae anything?
.Wayyy` says:
yes yes !
.Wayyy` says:
i miss her so much !
.Wayyy` says:
CAN'T WAIT FOR HER TO BE BACKK !
.Wayyy` says:
AHHA
.Wayyy` says:
:D
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
LOL, okay. is that all?
.Wayyy` says:
gah !
.Wayyy` says:
17 more days !
.Wayyy` says:
no, lastly !
.Wayyy` says:
ILOVEYOU,MAE

Which football star do you look up to when playing the game?

*bittersweet says:
lol. i've never thought abt it.
*bittersweet says:
i adore ronaldo for his skills.
*bittersweet says:
haha.

Eric says:
ronaldo and sergio ramos.
Eric says:
haha yeahh
Eric says:
sergio ramos is frm real madrid.

lijee says:
john terry
lijee says:
:D
lijee says:
chelsea captain
lijee says:
england captain

.Wayyy` says:
errr
.Wayyy` says:
me !
:D
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
lol, is that your final answer?
.Wayyy` says:
yeah
.Wayyy` says:
:D

Which football club do you support, and why?

*bittersweet says:
haha. i support man utd, coz i've been supporting them since young. God knows when. errrrrrrr.. why? coz i think they have good teamwork *at times*

Eric says:
haha i support.man utd.
Eric says:
i started support this team since i was 5 hell yeah!;]
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
lol, any other reason why you support MU?
Eric says:
i think is beckham. haha.i was a big fan of him last time.

lijee says:
chelsea
lijee says:
cause its the best team
lijee says:
:D

E-way's answers got really irrelevant. So I stopped asking him. Lol.

At what age and how did you start liking football?

*bittersweet says:
i started pretty young, primary. standard 3? xD
*bittersweet says:
errr,it came for me coz i din get to own gameboy, ps or wat crap.
*bittersweet says:
so sports is my gadgets
*bittersweet says:
sooo, played and love it alot. got no choice also actually.
*bittersweet says:
so yea.

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
so you started liking football when you were 5 and its coz of beckham?
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
lol
Eric says:
hahah not really beckham.cause when i was a kid my cousin always bring me out for football.so i started like football is cool haha.

lijee says:
7 i think
- јσѕερнϊηε says:
how?
lijee says:
my dad?

How would you encourage non-football fans to start watching football?

*bittersweet says:
i guess, can belanja them teh tarik in mamak while watching?
*bittersweet says:
must take them to places where football is everything to them and let them exp themselves.
*bittersweet says:
:D:D:D:D

Eric says:
ohh erm you gotta start supporting a team.your fav football team.
Eric says:
so yeahh.after that you will just do what we usually do like scream around when your fav team score a goal.
Eric says:
ermm for girls.i think they will found out soon theres few of a football player which is kinda hot? so they will start supporting the team? haha something like that

lijee says:
tell them the fun-ess of the game?
lijee says:
sport*

Lol, if any of the answers to the questions above aren't satisfying enough for you, comment on my cbox with your answer, or blog back about this topic or something. Seriously, I only did this because I was bored. Haha, at least I can say that I know a little bit more about football now? ;P

Btw, anyone who knows any remedies for flu? :D Yeah, I'm pretty much sick right now. :/

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
haha, okay. its all going up on my blog. :) dont worry.
.Wayyy` says:
huh?!
.Wayyy` says:
wth
.Wayyy` says:
i thought fake only
.Wayyy` says:
woii !

Hahaha. ;)

- and i would answer all your wishes, if you asked me to.

If I Ain't Got You.

2008-11-06T21:20:00.004+08:00

Right now,

I feel like a helium balloon. So light and free that it would go possibly anywhere the wind led it to.

Why?

(a) I'm really thankful for all the nice and sweet things my anonymous(es) have said about me and my dear friends. Seriously, thank you guys so much. :D

(b) The exams are finally O-V-E-R. (For this year, at least)

But,

Like some helium balloons, I have a string which ties me down. Pulls me back to reality, draws me back to some part of life which I dread.

What am I talking about?

Nothing, :)

Well, if I tell you, then you know. If not, just assume something. xP

Sooo, my next update will be very very soon, since the exams have already ended. Just be patient, yeah? ;D

- there's no reason to go astray, please stay.

Holy Moly!

2008-10-22T22:39:00.013+08:00

Hello People :D

Saya bukan Jo if you're wondering.. TEEHEE!!

I like blogging at people's blog without them knowing, and when they find out.. they go..

HOLY MOLY!!Heehee XD

Okay, I am basically here today to talk crap.. I don't like spamming in my own blog.. So lets just do it here.. Okay, i'll be here writing about people I'm close to and why I treat them as my Good Friend =) I know u are surprised, I've got no mood to write bad stuff now.. Im A good human being.. So here goes..

JOSEPHINE.. Perfectionist..

She's a GOOD friend that helps me when I need help and also when I'm facing problems.. She also keeps me entertained when I'm bored.. HAHA.. She's a funny girl that has ALOT of guys in her mind.. But I have to admit her taste for guys ARE good.. HAHA..

ALY.. Smarties..

DICTIONARY!! Haha.. only aly will get that.. She can be very EVIL at times.. But also helpful too.. Good advisor I shall say.. haha.. SMART GIRL.. Guys get attracted to her.. VERY FAST.. Shhhhh... I didn't say anything =X

***

KARMAY.. Happies..
Sorry for what happen May, only we know what happen right.. All i have to say is.. Concentrate on your Exams.. Play Ur Sims!! Hahaha.. OR OR watch PROJECT RUNWAY!! HAha.. U have always been a good friend.. and sometimes too horny and holy.. Haha, i like it.. =P
****

POW..Random..

I have nothing to say.. Only you people will know.. After kena from him.. He's a good boy.. HAHA

Your Precious People..
-

You're . A . PIG!!

He talked to me today =O

Always Perfect..

HAHAHAHA.... Lmao...

I bet you people wont know who I am.. Cause you only see them together .. Well, I'll give you a hint.. I'm very close with all 4 of them, but you all don't know only =P Haha.. Now, wasn't that tip just useful... HAHA!

Okay, Exams are basically around the corner.. 1 MORE WEEK!!! We need freedom man.. Our Brains are going to burst and that will cause a serious problem for the earth and environment.. Don the people know that children these days are into too much problems.. We are supposed to be HAPPY at all times man.. And not waste out time studying every freaking second, minute, hours, days, weeks, months.. =.=

Maybe I am over reacting a little bit.. But I don't Care la.. Exams are here, i couldn't care anymore.. I'll just concentrate on my exams, and continue spamming blog after blog =) Wait till ur turns come.. After all, no one will find out who I am.. If You do, feel free to kill me !! WAAKAKAKA!!

- i like monkeys and seriously suck in spelling-

Woolooloo!

2008-10-17T13:33:00.005+08:00

Guess what?

I am NOT Jo. :D
Do you think she knows i'm here???

well...she is currently at school studying. funny you should say.
exams are in...wait. gimme a sec.
1...2...11 DAYS! ugh! don't you ever wonder who came up with exams? retarded right? such lifeless people.

ANYWAYZ. let's not discuss such miserable doings.
what am I doing here you ask? i do not know either. blogging is fun.
especially if you do not have a blog of your own and this blog so happens to belong to someone closest to you so you have the advantage of doing silly things on this blog with that person's approval without having to suffer any consequences. YET.

heeh! let's be gay. happy. gay. happy. gay.

I have known this crazy banana ( Jo ) since i was 3. COOL!
and how old are we now? 14. so you take 14 and subtract 3 from it. equates to 11. thats weird. everything seems to end up with the number 11. whatever. MERE COINCIDENCE.
where was I? ah. yes. we have known each other for a very very very long time. and lots of STUFF have happened in that 11 years. no actually...we've seen each other when we were 3 but became friends when we were 8. or 9. I like 8. 8+3=11

Its really great having Jo as a friend. no. no. BEST FRIEND. she tends to have spasms of silliness at times. scratch that. I mean ALL THE TIME. buuuut...thats what makes her all the more lovable. right? haha! silly Jo. XD!

"You're my honeybun sugerplum pumpky-yumpky-yumkins.
You're my sweetie pie."
*WHOO. thank you Strawberry Shortcake!*

Hey! I just realized you can change the font...
woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo! woolooloo!

the last one looks funny. webdings. HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO TYPE WITH WEBDINGS??? weird silly people. okay okay. being serious now.

Jo is a portable MP3 player. as stated in a previous RED post. really! although she mostly consists of McFly songs... we all know why. LOL. this is one of her favourite quotes by McFly.
"I want a house like that. Dougie, me and you can live on a lake, in a big white house." XD!

just cracks you up! I like this post. heeh! filled with silliness. I like anything labeled 'silly'.

as silly as she can be. she is a good and HOLY person. and when I say HOLY. I mean it!
when bad things happen or shall I say - are happening. Jo is the first to positify and de-negatify me with holiness.
along with ALY and POW! very very nice people they are. I like nice people. very nice...edible people. LOL!
the positify-ing/de-negatify-ing process might take a while. but trust me. it ALWAYS works. yes, it does. all the trouble taken for this process is worth it. WORTH IT!

friendship is something worth fighting for. where have i heard that line before? :D
whatever happens...at the end of the day. friendship is what keeps you going. its true isn't it? AND Jo and I have learned that through experience. lots of them. fights between friends are normal. can you imagine NOT fighting. its just...NOT normal. haha! look at it this way. fights actually help 'create' more understanding. sort of. in a way. u keep building up that understanding. and you'll have a WALL. a very very strong...wall. brick wall. stone wall.
o.O. bricks ARE stones. or was it the other way around? that was totally irrelevant.

okay okay. enough said. my fingers cannot take anymore of this. I told you blogging isn't my thang. but then again. it's still fun once in a while. haha!

i'm off to roll around with my pillows now. keeps them warm!
heeh! i shall do this more often. WITH Jo's permission of course. rite Jo?

-warm pillows!

:D!

2008-09-30T15:49:00.006+08:00

Hello, people.

Terlebih dahulu, this isn't Jo here.
She's too caught up STUDYINGcough to blog at the moment. So I, (very very anonymous one okay) am gonna do some updating here.

I can't actually post about Jo's day so, yeah. You know how..
peopleblogaboutthepersonwhoaskedthemtoblogforthem? :D

I might as well just do that I guess. Don't wanna end up like those people down there, in that previous anonymous post, tsk. So here, I give you..

Ten Random Facts About Josephine Lim Jien Wen

# oneee.
Has an abnormally "bendy" left pinky. The sight of people bending their joints in many ways makes me cringe. Uh, I think I just gave Jo like one of the easiest ways to make me do that X| face.

*bends finger

X|

*bends finger

X|

*bends finger

x|

# twooo.
This woman here has a very very wild imagination (R) which also brings us to..

# threeee.
..her dreams.
Which apparently have involved lala's armed with machine guns in a cinema, at one point.

"Dreams; cherish them"
definitely, haha. Listening to Jo talk about her dreams - it's pretty entertaining, really :D

# fourrrr.
Coincidentally, has an obsession for people/objects starting with 'T' (and secretly wishes her name was To). M's too. Like, dude.. scroll up to the top. Yuh see all that M?

Hallelujah.

# faihveee.
Has a natural habit of bursting out in a song every now and then.
If you know Jo then.. YOU, my friend, now own a portable musical (headsets not included).

# six!
Perfectionist, nyahah. I'm expecting to get a few (a round number) bruises after this.

# chevenn.
Has the ability to click with just the weirdest people.

'cos she can only do so :D

# eighhht.

Guys out there, I think this would come in handy some day.

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
i don't like

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
durianss.

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
and sausages.

- јσѕερнϊηε says:
oh, but i eat pepperoni.

# nineee.
Plays Runescape.
which is proof that she is just soooo damn patient. Loading that game can really test your patience, like seriously.

# tenh.
She's in love with a footballer. (L)

OK. That's ten!
To end this post, on behalf of Jo I just wanna say a very Happy Birthday to:

Eugene (30th Sept)

Elena (1st Oct)

Chi Kit (3rd Oct)

Andddd, Selamat Hari Raya to all the Melayoos (oh, she likes to "mispell" words too. No offence to anyone).

Happy Holidays, folks.

"I'll be bahhhckk."

Muahah? Til then.

X|

Beautiful Lie.

2008-09-17T16:53:00.006+08:00

(Please note that the three colours stand for 3 different retards :)) Here we go,

It's a bird, NO!

It's a plane, NO!

It's...................................................

.........................................

.....

..

.......

not telling yoos.

we like tachos, salad and twisties.

Hobbies : Rolling on beds with pillows (keeps ze pillows warm..), dressing salad (*draws picture of clothes next to salad), munching tomato twisties (laughing while eating makes me crazy)..

OI.

Mommy wants a hug..

BUTTTT...

Mommy can't get a hug..
BECAUSE >.<

She Don like you =P

THE END....

just joking.. OINK..!!!
Hello?? Bye??

BOO XD

I like big butts and I cannot lie,
You otha' brotha's can't deny,
When a girl walks in with an ittie-bittie waist
And shoves that round thing in your face
YOU GET SPRUNG! can ya' here me?

OI.

Jo's gonna kill us.

:x

SHHH, I'm SURE she won't notice this very *short* post on her blog.
I'ts like.. totally NOT noticable.. like yeah. Like..

ah.

OI.

Twisties Rocks.. =D
Poink, Boink, OPINKZZzzzz...

Owh My, Jo's Coming..
...
RUNNN!?!?!?!

who say she's coming?? WHERE??!?!!
I don't see her anywhere..

BOO XD

Heaven knows, what will happen when you put 2 pillows and a TOMATO in the same room when no one is around.

i wonder...AND

PRAISE THE LORD! u get...mini chitamayo's.

How many mike-eys are there jumping over JO?!
Heeh!! count them all. and win yourself a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG hug from the mother of all chitamayo's!

Terms and conditions apply.

OI.

- RUN!! JO IS GONNA KILL US.. SHHHHHHHHiiittttttttt!!!

- Hallelujah.

- OI.

You Make It Real.

2008-08-23T23:31:00.010+08:00

Woooooot! The new McFly single is out, Lies. Another awesome song, another awesome (you could call it weird too) video. Lol. But I love the hairdo Dougie had, seriously. He should keep it. :D

This song sounds slightly different compared to their other songs, though. I don't know how to explain it on this blog. Heh.

*For those of you who just wanna watch the singing instead of the full video, skip the first 1:50*

Anywayyy, I'm dead tired from the Amazing Race that Calvary Youth organised. Now we all know what a weak stamina I have. ;P Yeah, as I said, I'm dead tired now; I feel my body aching, especially my legs. Sooo, I'll hit up another update soon.

And guys, stop tagging me. I won't do it. LOL. Unless of course, I find it..interesting to answer. >P

-that's why i've been missing you lately.

Behind These Hazel Eyes.

2008-08-22T15:02:00.017+08:00

Okay, I've finally managed to answer all the questions for the tag. Heh, I don't really know myself that well. =P Anywayyyys,

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

3. Your favourite place:

My imagination. :)

4. Your favourite food:

that's just one of the many favourites. ;D

5. Your favourite pet:

6. Your favorite color combination:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your all-time favourite song:

9. Your favourite TV show:

*the above is a picture from a Taiwanese drama series, Devil Beside You.*

For the second picture, I mean Taiwanese drama series. :D

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

as in..

11. The town you live in:

12. Your first job:

13. Your dream job:

and

14. A bad habit you have:

15. Your worst fear:

Screw the words after "Losing", what I mean is losing something precious to me; for e.g: family, friendship, and everything else that I consider dear.

16. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

Career-wise; touring with

and/or

Otherwise;

i'll stop there. :D

I tag:
CS, Emily, Zian Mei, Wing Keong & Jensen.

Lol, sorry; I couldn't find anyone else to tag. And you don't have to do it if you don't want to. Doesn't bother me anyhow. :D

p/s: i'm not doing anymore tags, unless i find it interesting. haha.

-you are the only one who saved me.

A Whole New World.

2008-08-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

Okay, I know I promised that my next post would be the tag. But to be honest, I myself can't answer some of those simple questions. So I'm still taking some time to think of what I really want. :P

Recently, I've been on YouTube a lot (again..), but yeah. I "discovered" this guy - Nick Pitera.

What's so special about him? I'd love to explain, but I probably can't find the right words to describe and might end up saying: "He...uhhh..high!...erm..I...that.. Oh, nevermind." Lol. Yeah, probably.

Here are some of his videos.

Disney's Aladdin - A Whole New World

Mariah Carey & Boyz 2 Men's One Sweet Day

Whitney Houston's I Will Always Love You

I think that's about enough proof? Haha..he's really amazing. (To me; Pow thinks he's gay.) Yeah, I'd say he puts my singing to shame. LOL. Seriously.

-they have much more in common than she knew.

You're The One That I Want.

2008-07-26T22:52:00.025+08:00

Seven. Twenty-six. Nineteen-eighty-nine. Many people know of this date, but find as if it's just another ordinary day. A whole year ago, I found myself wondering what it would be like if I actually went over there, sat down with the one, and had a bash. I talked to my best friend and she is going crazy over this matter. She wonders what the one is doing, where the one is, and who the one is with. I tell her not to worry, the one is still alive. Today, people are probably going to be spamming him in words that are repetitive. But I probably have to join in that repetitive crowd and say:

TRAVIS MICHAEL GARLAND,

Happy Birthday.

* Intro by April Lam.

Yes; Travis Michael Garland , if you're reading this: ILY.

ILY ILY ILY ILY!

Lol. And, like any other Travis-obsessed (either that, or NLT-obsessed) teenage girl, I just wanna wish you a very Happy Birthday, and I hope that you've enjoyed your (awesome!) 19th birthday.

The Twenty-sixth.

On this twenty-sixth,
I’ll try hard to pretend
that I'm his only fan;
with all their screaming and spamming,
it's probably never-ending.

On this twenty-sixth,
I'll make me impossible to miss;
because I just can't resist,
I'll ask Mr. Travis Garland
to be my Edward Cullen.

On this twenty-sixth,
I'd continue to write,
be it day or night,
but with Happy Birthday, Travis;
I end this.

© Copyright 2008 Josephine Lim

I know, I know. Flaws here and there. This IS my very first attempt, so just (please) bear with me.

Okay, I feel really really selfish right now. I should share the spotlight. These are a few videos that I found and thought were great. :)

This one was put together by NLTonline.org. Click here to view the original post and video or just watch it below.

A fan video of why we love Travis:

Last but not least, a video of a fan drawing a Travis Garland portrait.

:D :D ;D Yessss, I'm obsessed, as you can see. For those of you who took the time to watch the videos, thank you and I hope you've enjoyed them. :)

And if your name is Travis Michael Garland, I just wanna wish you Happy Birthday, again. ;P

-dying to be that girl.

Silence Is A Scary Sound.

2008-06-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Sooo, just a little update so this blog doesn't look dead. My McFly craze is back! NGEHE.

Yes, it's back. And just so this post isn't just full of words, here's a song of theirs - Transylvania.

Its probably the weirdest music video that I've seen from them. But still, awesomeee! :)

Btw, they all look hot as chicks. HAHAHA.

There are lots more McFly videos that I think are pretty cool, and other things I wanna add on to those videos and all. But you know, time is essence; and I'm a very considerate person *ahem ahem*. So I'm just gonna end here. :D

Lol. I'll post again if there's something interesting, if my blog looks dead or if i'm just plain bored. Heh.

- 24 daysss.

Ain't No Other Man.

2008-05-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

i've realised, recently. all my blog posts have got to do with YouTube. :D
*i YouTube a lot more now, i guess.*
and the YouTube vid i'm about to show you now, is a DHL commercial.
when i first played the video, i didn't quite get it. but when i did, i was laughing really hard.

humans these days. so darn creative.

not much to post about lately. exams results? ngehhh. don't even ask.
i'll update when i have a decent topic to talk about, or when i just feel like it.

-you probably shouldn't have let me standing alone.

Homecoming.

2008-05-16T17:04:00.006+08:00

wheeeee.
exams are finally O-V-E-R.
:D

well, for afternoon session DJ students, at least.
so,to relieve all you people's stress.
here's a video.
haha..its not sick.
just hilarious.

btw.
i've decided to err.
'IMPROVE' the way i blog.
so instead of pressing Enter after every sentence or so.
imma type in.. paragraphs?
starting next post.
:D

till then.
i'm signing off.

ARE YOU?

Scream.

2008-04-26T21:31:00.007+08:00

see the difference? xP

haha..
go click it to play.
:D

tomorrow's Sport's Day!
another day to camwhore.
woot woot!
haha.
i wanna sleep early.

-taa.

Take A Bow.

2008-04-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS!

World Earth Day!
(Save the Environment.) :D

also ALICEA CHIA KHIM HUI's birthdayyyy!
wheeee.
Happy Birthday, hungry nerd.

>)

its about 16 days till mid term exams.
*sigh*
i doubt anyone is fully prepared.
and i miss our temp. teachers.
:/

gotta start studying soon.
and cheer up a little. :D
and continue my science project.

-gone.

The Long And Winding Road.

2008-03-19T22:29:00.011+08:00

can i hear a "woot woot!" for Archuleta, or what?
;P

haha.
mind me.
back to where i stopped the other day.

Day 3.

i got used to those little fellas buggin me around, i guess.
heh.
they finally graduated!
so as their 'che che' i should be happy for them, right?
:P

here are some pictures i took.
geehee.

PS : i finally understood the meaning of 'Looks can be deceiving'.
:D

some of the craziest kids.

these are one of the cutest. ngeheh.
hard to handle as well.

she's the hyper-est. ;P

this is the 10-year old love girl.

the brothers that gave me several injuries.

the team i was assigned to take care of.

and other DARLING girls. :)

i'll miss 'em.
all.
eventually.
:D

btw zian, your blog has some weird ad everytime i view it.

mmmhmm. but no, i ain't bored. lol.

(out.)

Never Too Late.

2008-03-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

Day 2.

updates tomorrow.

-

Crazy.

2008-03-14T19:39:00.006+08:00

Day 1.

i lost count.
there were probably 30 of them?

although i had help from other coordinators, 30 kids is still pretty hard to handle.
plus, i had to jaga each and every one of them and make sure they come back safely from the toilet.
to make matters worse, they hantam-ed all the food before i could get my fair share.
boohoo.

by tea time, all i had left was hot milo.
;(

and i've still got homework that's to be passed up tomorrow.
goshh.

despite all that, i've still got the heart to blog. :D
hehe.

honestly.
some of those kids are really cute laa, and some quite hyper too.
haven't taken pictures of them though.
so maybe tomorrow or the day after that.
still trying to get used to the job for now.
to me, the hardest part of this would be the names.
some of them look alike, and i even mistook one girl for a guy. *ahem, ooops?*
YEAHHH.
erm.. i'm terribly sorry about that.
i felt really stupid, trust me.

but one girl really caught my attention.
even though she's 10, she keeps talking to the coordinators about her love life.
YES, LOVE life.
she's got a little boyfriend that's her age.
and they've got quite a number of pictures together in her phone.
then she starts talking about her current and ex-boyfriends.
someone just had the nerve to ask,
how many boyfriends have you had?
"erm..1...2...aiya, i've got more than 10 lah!" was what she said.

o.O? i was just totally speechless.
lol.
i mean, she's 10.
and she's got over 10 ex-boyfriends whatsoever.
either she's been dating one each year since she was born.
OR she counted all her male friends.

anyhow you see it, it still doesn't make sense.
Lol. its just as though she's afraid she'd die young without dating or something.

haha.
at least i know i'm not like that.
:P

oh well.
gonna finish the assignments given now.

taa.

btw, Happy Birthday mommy!

:)

-

Try Too Hard.

2008-02-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

until today, i never knew what sort of a person i am.
just today, i was told i was organized and responsible.
but even if i do have those qualities, what good is it if i put my focus on the wrong things?

yupp.
just thinking about it now, i should say i tend to put my focus on the wrong things very frequently.

nevermind that.
let's move on to my next topic.

sometimes i wonder what its like being a guy.
i mean, guys seem to lead a pretty simple life.
they don't have the sort of friend fights that girls do.
or if they do, they make up pretty fast.
either that, or they end it with their fists.

what i'm trying to say here is that.
girls are sensitive.
like VERY sensitive.
not all la.
just some in particular.
and you (if you're reading this and you know that i'm talking about you) are probably one of them.

sometimes, there are things/secrets that you wanna keep to yourself.
or maybe just reveal it to your closest friends.
i'm not saying you aren't one of my closest friends, but i've known her longer than i've known you.
so the secrets i tell her is definitely more; compared to the secrets i tell you.

frankly speaking, we're all in the wrong.
okay?

she was wrong to bring up that topic in front of you.
and i was wrong to go tell her to stop talking about that topic while you were still there trying to figure out what the heck we're talking about.
you were also wrong by being so sensitive and by doing so, making this a big FAT issue.

i've already apologized.
if you refuse to accept my apology, then hey!
that's your problem, not mine.

you can go on trying not to forgive me.
i'm not gonna try to make you forgive me AT ALL.
*points at title*
just GO AHEAD AND TRY.

Crush Crush Crush.

2008-02-03T01:33:00.001+08:00

this song is pretty much playing in my head 24/7.

"I've got a lot to say to you,

Yeah I've got a lot to say.."

yeppp.

just love it.

Paramore rocks.

haha..

anyways.

been busy lately.

and now i'm pretty darn tired.

but still posting.

aha.

well, i just came back from my uncle's wedding dinner.

and they served us the wierdest dessert i've ever seen.

i mean.

they had one in particular which looked really really wrong.

as in WRONG WRONG.

Lol.

seriously.

too bad i didn't bring my camera.

or else i could've taken some "nice" shots.

so i used my dad's phone instead.

but it didn't turn out too good.

and i haven't uploaded them.

so you'll just hafta wait.

sorry.

i'll post it as soon as i upload it.

heh.

now, let's get serious.

i've just read a pretty disturbing e-mail.

its just plain cruel.

no love and compassion at all.

well, i'm just gonna share it with everyone here.

this shouldn't be happening.

the kid should just be forgiven.

or at least if he's to be punished, spank him or something.

i mean, its not like any of them there are that holy and haven't done a SINGLE thing wrong.

we've all made mistakes.

none of us are perfect.

so just let the poor kid go.

he's only 8, for heaven's sake!

how would you like to have your tongue cut off for telling a little white lie?

that wouldn't be nice, would it?

~~bloody no brainers.~~

Lifestyles Of The Rich And The Famous.

2008-01-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

i think this year's worst class award would go to 2 Kempas.
hahaha..
i mean.
its only the end of Jan.
and Pn. Khoo's already used her Math period to lecture us today.

we had our photography session today.
Pn Khoo wanted AJK's in front.
and i refused.
coz' i don't like sitting in front.
i NEVER sit in front during a class photo.
so i didn't want to.
and i told her that they usually put short people in the front.
she still made me sit.
till the oh-so-kind Mel Leong kindly offered to switch with me.
:D
i love you Mel.
*IN YOUR FACE, PN KHOO.*

on the way back to class after the photography session.
the boys, mainly adam, sern & craig; were monkeying around.
making all sorts of noises.
Pn. Khoo was somewhere behind us.
plus En. Rosdi wasn't very far off either.
fill in the blanks. ;)

and that is how Pn. Khoo had to use her Math period to repeatedly tell us that all our teachers complain about us.
and she can write complains.
call our parents.
have them come.
yadayadayada..

so.
i'll end this post by saying thank you.
to the boys who rocked our class so much we were complained about by others.
:D

seriously.
if it weren't for those wild creatures.
i think 2 Kempas would be dead.
like dead quiet.

ain't that so?

Piece Of Me.

2008-01-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

i hate this computer.
so old and so slow.
T.T

i can't watch my episodes today.
blame this old junk i'm using right now.
pffft.

its lagging really badly today.
dunno what's wrong though.
*sigh*.
nothing much to post about.

getting used to school.
and its nice to know people still care about me.
:D
Lol.
but yeah.
they still do.

THANK YOU PEOPLE!
*you know who you are*
:)

well, gonna get some work done then head off to bed.

-out.

Behind These Hazel Eyes.

2008-01-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

a special post.
for a special friend.
(:

i know you think your life is hard.
but just try thinking again.
have you seen anyone with an easy life?
i don't think so.

i wouldn't say everyone's lives are EQUALLY hard to live with.
but then again, you can't compare.
in different ways.
everyone's lives are different.

yes, you're pissed at your mom or dad or maybe both of them.
if i were in your shoes, i'd be pissed too, honestly.
but i'm trying to cheer you up and make you feel better here.
so lets not get on my bad side.

i know its hard to deal with.
i know its not your fault at all.
but sometimes being parents, they don't know better.
so just maybe try to understand them a little.
even if there is nothing much to understand at all.

if you really really really really feel friggin pissed.
well, invite me over for bball.
we'll play it out or something.
hahaha..

seriously, i wouldn't mind.
at all.
we'll play it out.
like we used to.
(;

so don't go emoing all the time, kay?
i mean, truthfully speaking, i am at times.
but with friends around who care for me.
its hard not to laugh.
unless my problem is really THAT serious.

i'll try to call you every once or twice in 2 weeks.
to see how you've been lately.
:D

i just feel really bad somehow.
that you're feeling so depressed.
like its partly my fault or something.
idk.
i just feel so.

all in all.
AMANDA FOO TZE LING!
CHEER UP!

;D

_______________________________________________

POW ZHI HOE!
:D
glad you had fun at church.
come back some more or elseee..
i'm kidding.
just come back.
its fun.
:DD

No Promises.

2007-12-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year's Eve Everyone!

okay, right now.
i'm sorta pissed.
in a way.
blahh.

i've constantly had to break my promises because of my parents.
i'm not sure if any of you have felt that way, but i surely have.
like..tons of times!!

i'm not gonna give examples.
i'd just be long-winded.

so now.
here i am.
stuck at home.
on new year's eve.

ah well.
at least i have company.
:D

aly says:
youre not alone (:

thanks aly.
:DD

S.O.S.

2007-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

my mom made scones today.
or at least, she tried to make.

it was okayy..
but i prefer the Smokehouse one, like definitely.
my mom's tasted more like cookies.
haha.

and i think i'm back on the RuneScape craze.
LoL.
yes, i know the graphics suck.
but let's just say i'm addicted to this game.
:P

after dinner, my family and i went to our LG leader's house so we could go tracting.
it all went well i guess.
except for the mad barking dogs part.
AND the fact that it started to rain when we were almost finished.

today is boring, as you can see..
nothing much to post about.

ooh!
before i forget.

Welcome Back ALY!!
:D

From Her 2nd Trip To Camerons In The Same Month.
LOL.

Makes Me Wonder.

2007-12-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

i wonder.

why is it that every guy that i like watches football?

truthfully speaking, i never found out why boys like football so much.
i mean, i know some have a passion to play it.
but why watch?

i understand girls only watch coz of the players.
haha, but why DO boys watch football?

personally, i like basketball better.
i don't know why.
but i find it more fun.
when i was a little girl, i'd play football with my elder brother, who'd always beat me.
pfft.
but the last few years, i've been playing basketball more.
oh well, maybe things like that were made not to understand.

and maybe i'll just have to learn to like the game better.
;P